i'm a little dishearted.. i think i ate all the sausage out of my spaghetti *digs around in it* yeah it's all gone... le sigh...... i'm chillin in my living room with the cure on really loud wearing my fishnet shirt some jeans and my new thursday shirt..... i later realized the comedy behind me wearing a thursday shirt today since it is thursday.... i don't think anyone besides krizia and all the wannabe emokids that're just wearing all the mod punk/ emo/ punk rawk digs cos they wanna look cool with all their indie brat friends. that's the only reason anyone oes anything i'm beginning to think.... except for all of my friends.. we all hate the way each other dresses... in fact if you went by the way we dressed, you'd have no clue that i hung out with culley opie and charles.... well culley sometimes busts out with a metallica shirt and jeans... but on the whole he just wears what he feels like throwing on... opie wears watever he thinks the bitches wanna see and charles... he's a wifebeater and cargo shorts type. then there's me..... oh yes there's me.. but on the whole i'm just a band shirt and jeans guy.. or camo shorts...

well i woke up today and i had to call this number of something that's been sapping my money for the past some odd months... i called up the place and i found out it was some 3rd party collection thing for internet companys... i asked why i was getting the squeeze on.. and they said it was for some porn site or something or another.... now don't get me wrong.. i love porn.... but i can't recall at all joining some pay site... i'm opposed to pay sites man... the last thing i'm gonna do is pay for porn when i can get it for free a gajillion other places... in fact fuck i can just take over stock porn from work. so for reals.... why the fuck would i sign up for a porn site.. i think i must have been drunk and horney one night when i signed up.. it was in january i belive when i did it... hmmmmm wierd...

rusty the skatemaker is such a cool song.... nothing sounds cooler than a cello thru a distortion pedal.. i think i'll do that on my next song i write... i just need to find a live cello and put a pick up on it now.

gah.. missy uploaded all my pictures onto her website... before i even got my cd back.... i've been beat to my own punch. well i still have to manupulate them for new pictures and all.. i'm gonna try to do a pic that makes me look like a robot... like i always try to do..... but yeah... i've already cut up certain wirey computer looking backgrounds to insert and rearrange on my face in a manner that would help bionically enhance my already stunnin bad looks. yeah.. i gotta rebuild my webpage already.. i think i'll jsut do it all in html editor... it'll be a lot easier that way.... i should probably get someone else to do it for me... damn stupid lazy chris..... i also have to get another page for my music to go on and upload all of that shiznick.... aah it's not like it's a lot of work.. it's just a lot of stuff i don't wanna do...... cos well.... i don't wanna... nuff said.... eh.. cest la vie. i'm gonna sit here and talk to missy till one of us has to leave.. then i'm gonna warm up the subaru and take off to borders.

-excelsior-