okay, well.. having a dream that i'm gonna start a record label is a really expensive dream, even more expensive and time consuming than my dream to be the worlds greatest hot dog eating champion... thank god i hate hot dogs or i woulda wasted a lot of time and money over the toilet... however, i'm still trying to get my art and everything settled for my albums i have ready... including the artwork, and all that whathaveyou... now 'm faced with an issue... i can spend a small amount of money to get myself a new bass when i get my credit card in the mail [and have the money to pay it off as well], ooooorrrrrr, i get a new digital 4-track for the same amount as the bass, and spend 100 bucks for my new analouge 4-track to get all my demo shit from stabwounded bankjunkies onto my computer to mix and create the actual cd [which has seen more setbacks than a daylight savings time clock]... speaking of daylight savings... WHY CAN'T MOTHERFUCKERS UNDERSTAND THIS STUPID THING?!!!!!! every year of your life you've had to set your clock an hour ahead in the spring, and drop it back an hour in the fall, how fucking hard is that? it's written on every calander, it's announced on the raido, on the news, at work, YOU CAN'T USE THE EXCUSE YOU DON'T KNOW WHEN DAYLIGHT SAVINGS TIME IS UNLESS YOU'RE A FUCKING HERMIT AND YOU DON'T OWN A GODDAMN CLOCK ANYWAYS!!!!!!!! WHY CAN PEOPLE NOT UNDERSTAND THIS MOTHERFUCKING CONCEPT?!!!!YOU STUPID NOT EVEN THINKING EXCUSE FOR A HUMAN FUCKING BEING!!! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST KILL YOURSELF AND RID THE WORLD OF YOUR GODDAMN STUPID FUCKIN IGNORANCE?!!!!

okay i'm slightly better...

anyone notice that i'm getting worse and worse with my diary? i keep griping that i haven't changed my template, and i only update like every other day... my life is now a pain in the ass, and i always have to do SOMETHING stupid... and i always have to deal with missy all over me... why am i griping about that? i don't know.. man i'm stupid.

yesterday went by soooooooooooo fuckin slowly, and it completely drained me, untill missy told me that she wouldn't get off at the scheduled 5:00, but instead at 7:00, closer to when the movie we where gona see started anyways.. so i went to borders and read comics for a couple hours, then i got missy from victoria's secret... then we hopped on down to see red dragon... now i had my gripes about going to see that flick, cos i really don't like the silence of the lambs, and well, i slept thru hannibal [mostly thanks to nyquil], but i had all my fears put to ease as soon as the movie started.... wanna know something about red dragon?... you wanna? IT FUCKIN ROCKED THE HOUSE!!!! yep, that movie did not suck at all.... i wont ruin it for anyone, cos i'm not a movie ruiner like most people... but i advise you go see it if you like shit like that... you know, murder, forensics style stuff... not to mention the way the killer in it worked, man, it was probably one of the coolest killers in a movie i've seen.

suicide commando rules by the way... and cobalt 6 too... but that's it for today.... yugi-oh is on, and it's draining my concentration... why am i so enthralled by a kiddie show? cos it rules muddafucka... but whatever... i'm out of here [not going into how i had to do inventory with jack today at 7:00AM]

-excelsior-